Broken by Hasanah

Broken by Hasanah
As I walk pass the fountain,
I saw you, you the one that I had love
You were there with the girl,
Who had stolen your heart away from me.
 
As I was looking at you,
You turned and our eyes met.
It took a while but then I realize 
we were looking thru at each other.
 
Looking back,
 I remembered the times we had spent together,
Together forever,
That’s what we had promised to each other.
Now it does not mean anything to me anymore.
What had been done,
 Is past and gone forever.
 
Sometimes I still wonder,
How did we end up with each other.
All I could remember you left me for her.
How could I been so stupid.
Your cheating on me was so clear.
 
You were not there when I needed you.
And all the messages and calls,
Were ignored by you.
I was still waiting and hoping, 
Those things might turn out to be better.
Your reason was that your exam was near 
And you needed time away.
 
That was a lie just to stay away.
You had another relationship
 And you were trying to keep it from me.
All I could say you left me for her.
 
The day that was supposed to be 
My happiest day always 
Turn out to be the worst day ever.
 
On my birthday celebration,
You came with her.
You introduce her to me as a friend
And I was still blind to see what was going on.
The whispering and touching was there 
 but I still didn’t suspect a thing.
 
You were talking to me as usual 
and you were really friendly that day.
It was as if you are trying to make up 
For the times we had lost together.
 
After the party ,
You wanted us to talk privately.
Then you told me the truth
Your reason was that there was no chemistry 
 And love between us anymore
And you had fallen in love with her.
 
Then I realize what I had been missing.
The truth then hit me.
I am not wanted by you 
Just a person who had been true.
 
As I looked at you again 
I realized that
Nothing will ever change
And we will remained like this forever
 Till our love surfaces again.
And I will always remember you.
Because you were the one 
who broke my heart till now.
Now or never
We will be together.
 
©hasanah_poetry.