such a wonderful day~

It is so frustrating when some people said that you don't care yet you actually do.I mean coming from a person i really love and cared.
That was really harsh to hear from. I wouldn't mind if it comes from some random human but coming from you, wow.. i just think you drop a fatman bomb on me. I mean if i wouldnt care about you, why would i bother to be calling you overseas which i actually can call a person here in singapore.
Like hey im already in deep shit and i never actually cared how much it cost as long i can hear your voice.
Even when i was really upset in Singapore, the first person i called was you. Now i realise that it all meant that i don't care and don't bother.
Aniways your the one who told me to get a guy when i say i'll wait for you.
Don't say things that you don't want me to do cause i will listen to you and i will be doing it. Great. I don't want to say anything anymore.
Alot of things hurts so bad here. Thank you for leaving me.
I will be fine no worries. Oh about being friends and that i am still your friend, it doesn't make sense cause i can't even email my friend who i used to tell things to. So i guess that answers your question.

I am pass exhausted here. Don't want to bother with all these. It wont help me with situations i am facing now. I might have been crying from the second i read your msg. But i ensure you I'll get back to my feet.
You just carved a huge hole in my heart. Thanks for being a part of my life and oh yeah. You want to know something. My freaking blog and facebook password is your name. How stupid can i be. Like how much more do you want me to show that i what i've said isnt a lie. I wouldnt mind when you said oh yeah your going to have a gf. I am fine with that. But you pointed and turn things back to me. Like my friend Fatin said, you said you wouldn't care but you actually did. To make matter worst, it seems as if i am the one who wanted it.

Aniways you do have every right to do with what you want to.
I just want to tell you that i am happy for you alright my dear friend.
Your happiness is my hapiness.
Your misery is mine too.
I just want you to be happy.

Aniways also i didn't move on and i have all the proofs that i have.
From your pics and msgs in my hp and my stupid password.
I never delete them and i might never will.
Lol. Thinking about it now maybe i should have move on since it seems i did right.

Take care love~