to my dear friend melting snow.

dumbfounded.
instilled with pain.
heartbroken.
shocked.

ive never thought i will get this from you.
all the hurt that you gave me.
i forgive you once, i accepted your apology,
it was hard,
now im here broken.
stuck with emotions.
confused with all that is happening.

where are you,
when i need my answers.
why dissappear when i need someone here.
what went wrong.
where you go.


why am i here sitting alone.
why am i here controlling my tears.
why am i here questioning.
why am i here even waiting for you.

the pain here.
penetrating.
enforcing.
breaking.
falling.
giving.
crippling.

thank you so much for causing the pain.