melvin

i met melvin yesterday. we talked. he told me i was disobedient that was why he broke up with me. He didnt want me to meet the guy in k.l when i was with him and i still did.other than that he didnt like it when i was talking to all these minahs and he said he told me not to talk to them and i still did and also because he told me to stop messaging dewi and i didnt. gosh atleast he should hv asked first really. but its ok. cause if not i wouldn't hv know omar aniways and got back with my bf in k.l. we talked alot. and i felt better hanging out with him. when he reminded me how i should be afraid that if a guy gives specific reason why he love you. be very afraid. eg when the guys says he love you because you are cute, one day when u are not, he would'nt love you. melvin has been awesome. somehow i cried infront of him, tried to act like i didn't and the next thing iphone is flash on my face. And he asked why, i told him because i just recalled everything about us. And i got really emo and cried again. And he said its ok, when im back, i will study with you again ok. =) then i was crying badly more and i told him im not studying anymore. then he said its ok. and then before i go off, he said when im back i don't wanna see that and it should be gone. (my tummy).atleast that gave me hope of him coming back. he has been really a good friend to me, a good boyfriend too. and up till now i can't stop crying that he is leaving me here. well i would never forget yesterday.


what melvin had did to make me happy
~he studied with me
~we hang out at the library studying.
~we had lunch, dinner together.
~we watch movie.
~he taught me economics and he can't stop staring at me to study
~he cooked for me and also fed me
~always reminded me and being strict
~always there.
~always make me laugh
~always touch my nose
~telling that my hair used to be really soft and now its rough. (he rmbs) =)
~and telling me i have such nice teeth
~and a whole lot more

despite him hurting me , he had tried his best to not to hurt me. he came back stood there for me, and when he had a gf, he didn't tell me because he said he didn't want me to be hurt. well at first it didn't make sense cause i have a bf. and he has been patient with me despite me being crappy and stuffs. he kinda paid his dues. and now i feel really sad that he is leaving me and im really afraid i would never meet him again. and again with the bloody tears. well this post is for you my dear ex bf from naija. Uve been a gem. Honestly , i really can't hate you as much as i want to. Cause to me, we do click just that i was disobedient about somethings which really had bothered you. You know Abiye Melvin Otobo Choji, you've been awesome. As everything u were to me. Please don't ever forget me my dear ex bf. Thank you for existing in my life here in Singapore. I really appreciate your presence minus the hurt. I hope what i feel is somehow what you do feel too. Takecare Melvin when you are back in Naija! And come back fast! cause then you will see when you are back, my tummy wont be here anymore. Like what u've said to me, that should be gone. It will so you better be back and we can hang out more my friend.


p.s im really sorry for hurting you when i said about my feelings for the guy in k.l when you were deeply in love with me. and repeated that again cause of you know what.
and still loving me despite what i said. I know you still love me too but I really hurt you. my bet Melvin. its past right. thats what u kept telling me so both of us will move on. yeah it is past. =) and u did say you thought things would work out with us bt its past. i get that too. but u know what melv, we are awesome as friends. And you know that. =) so what the past is, our future aint that bleak u know.

~Hasanah.