A new year. its been long

You by Hasanah

Ever since we were separated,

All I could think was you.

Everywhere I’ve been,

All I could see was you.

That is because I love you!

You were the light of my life,

And now you are gone.

Leaving me here,

With darkness and fear.

I really need you!

The love that was built,

Is now shattered.

How my heart yield for us to be together.

All I could think is you.

I really love you.

I felt as if a part of me is gone.

Gone away with the wind.

A puzzle that has been undone,

With a piece missing.

How my heart breaks under the pressure

Waiting now or never,

It might be forever.

I’ll never know.

As each day passes,

I got so tired,

Not tired because of waiting

But was tired of counting.

How many days,

Weeks and months,

How many years had gone by?

I’ve been sitting here for a long time.

Longer then you might imagine

Still waiting for you,

This is to prove how much

I really love you!

My love was strong

And I know that you will be back.

For all I know

You might be dead.

Whatever is it, I’ll never give up

Because I’d belief you were the love of my life.

You were my first friend,

Which then led to my bestfriend.

You were my first crush,

Which then led to my first love!

You then helped me out

As you bring me through life.

You had protected me

When I was weak and frail.

You had listened when I needed an ear.

You were the only one

Who knows what I fear.

You been there for me for all the times

When I was sad, happy and scared.

Almost everything about me you had known,

And all my secrets had been told.

No one ever had been like you,

Not even the people I love more than you.

Sad to admit but it is true.

They were the ones who actually had led me through?

Of cause you know who they are.

They are my family that I thoroughly love.

But in another point of view,

You had really made yourself true.

True in my heart,

No matter what I had said,

That might had hurt you.

But as I said before,

I’ll stay true.

I wish you were here with me,

Like the old times as we knew.

I hope you remembered how I looked to you.

And all the troubles that both of us been through,

The hardship that I never thought I knew.

That was all because of you.

I wish again we would be together

But maybe we will never.

Because the last time I had seen you,

You were with another.

Not your girlfriend or your sister

But for what I know,

You are now a father.

A father to a baby whose

Name had been your lover.

Do you still love her or

Do you not?

Because all I could see was

A remembrance of her.

She is still waiting for you now,

Hope that one day you will ask her,

Ask her what she had always wanted,

To live with you forever,

Forever eternally.

©hasanah_poetry

WBKJ