You ~Abdul Aziz Surian

I just cant take this anymore
Just wanna be where you are
Missing you too much
So much I wanted to say

Without you in my life
is like losing my breath each seconds
not wanting to live
not wanting to stay
All I had in mind
I just wanna be where you are

I am sorry if I treated you badly
when you were here with me
but I really want you to know
how much you meant to me

All I could think about each day
Did you forgive me before you left
Without telling me or showing signs
that you had to go and leaving
and there you go leaving me here alone,
with no one to hold on to

I am here still wondering and waiting
When would we be reunited
You're the one I love
never will be forgotten

You showered me love
when I needed it
You give me a hug
when I am down
You smiled to me
when I am sad

But now ,all I do is
look at those photos I took
those memories kept within me
never could I trade or brought
How I wish you're here
Seeing you make my heart flutter
But all I can do now
is to wait,hoping that in the hereafter
you will wait and open your arms
waiting for me with that big smile of yours
and our family be reunited all together.


I just hope you do know
how much I love and cared for you
I still felt devastated
seeing that you left me
and before I had changed my ways
and make you proud.

Who am I now I wonder
Without you by my side
I need you badly, I really do
Do you know
how much my heart cries
hoping this is all
a dream and is not happening.
I really miss you..
I really do..
My dear grandfather ..
I am sorry please forgive me.


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