to the one who catches my eyes

I did what i did.

i cant turn back time.

i was crazy to be even doing it.

knowing that i love you

and knowing that you know.

i wasnt brave but i went ahead.

hoping u never asked me about it.

eventually u did.

and u told me all u knew

and know all i left is

tears rolling on my cheek.

u left me cause im a freaking whore

a whore who said sorry and cried infront of you.

i never make a fool out of u.

if only u knew how i felt when i had it.

if only u knew who was in my mind.

and only if u know that i made myself to do it.

i told your friend that that be the last time.

i had to tell him that i have a boyfriend.

and what im doing is to just to get rid of

the promise that i got myself in.

i was stupid and foolish as my name is.

foolish fruit is what ive known.

my sisters call me apple.

apple of your eye.

i screwed everything up.

u and me. me and him.

i said yes to you.

he left me.

and now you leaving me

cause of me and that guy.

how foolish of me.

its all my fault.

im not blaming anyone.

im blaming myself.

im asking for a chance.

but i know its pointless.

you are so handsome

that girls are crawling for you.

whatever is it.

ill live my life like u wanted me too.

im sorry. i love you even though its just 2 weeks.

its painful. i cant take this.

i hate myself for bringing this upon myself.

and how i wish hero is here.

but he is gone to.

gone after i said yes to you.

im going insane. im leaving this plane.

drop dead. blood splashing all over the canvas.

canvas of a girl foolishfruit apple