if i could express my feelings and love everywhere about us, i would have truely done so. but i can't at all, infact not much people know about us. infact i can say i don't think your friends ever know who is the person you love cause it never showed anywhere. i used to love the fact it is a secret but after your last msg. i guess it kinda kills that i guess. sorry for not being there with you. and sorry for asking you to stay here with me. i do want a real date with u , myb someday.